I see you, you know. Maybe because I've been you.
He treats you like he's got so many options you should be lucky he's paying any attention to you, and what do you do? You give and you give. And then you give some more.
He's a no-show. You track him down to make sure he's okay and when he finally answers you, you tell him you're the one who's sorry.
He doesn't call when he says he will. You get tired of waiting and send him a message only to hear back from him hours later that he worked late or fell asleep. You empathize with him and tell him you're sorry. You hope he gets some sleep.
Even when he ends it, you're telling him you'll always care about him and always be there for him. He doesn't say anything like that to you.
Even as he's walking away, laughing behind your back to his friends as he tells them the story. Still caring, still trying, still pining, still care-taking for his emotions, his fragile ego, his wounded younger self.Continue Reading
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