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"I'm So Disappointed in You"

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A beautiful woman with her face in her hands wonders what to do.
The words cut so deep.

Did you feel that one?

I know I did.

It starts as a memory. A memory we feel down to the very core of our being. “I’m so disappointed in you.”

And then it carries over into every part of our lives for a long, long time.

It’s a cycle. A pattern that’s easily predictable.

You disappoint someone – because you will, you know. And it all comes back.

But why is this all your responsibility? Isn’t it equally shared by the person who has such unrealistic standards of perfection for you that they can even dare to stand there from a position of “I’m disappointed in you”?

Why is this not on them? Why is it all on you?

This may start in our families of origin, but it carries over easily to our workplaces, to our friendships and especially to our romantic relationships where we choose someone who holds this kind of familiar power over us and we find ourselves once again taking more responsibility than is ever appropriate with someone who learns the extent they can control us (whether deliberately or not), with these words.

We’ve learned that by taking this overly responsible position of being the determiner of whether we disappointment someone or not, we gain control of an otherwise out of control situation for ourselves; that awful feeling of disappointing someone.

Instead, we now have the control.

WE can keep the situation harmonious and without the inevitable awful feeling in the pit of our stomachs that we’ve disappointed someone yet again if we can apologize and promise to put every effort into not disappointing them again.

Except why is this all our fault?

The cure is to embrace yourself as a perfectly imperfect human being. What you own, no one can come at you with. What you own yourself, no one can use to shame you, to make you feel bad, to elicit the old familiar response in you. You're ahead of them. You've already met yourself there.

For what is our normal reaction to that disappointment they feel but one of shame in us?

Why? Because it’s a familiar one. It’s the one we had before. They were disappointed and we were ashamed. This can be traced back to our earliest religious beliefs where God was disappointed in Adam and Eve for eating the forbidden fruit and then they were ashamed.

So are we.

If we’ve learned those early lessons well, we’ve played our roles equally well and we’ve adopted the expected response that if someone in power – or who we’ve placed in a power position over us – expresses their disappointment in us, then we respond with the “appropriate” response in us – the one of being ashamed.

If it seems so inappropriate to respond to power like this, there’s a reason. It’s exactly why I talk about power being at the root of everything and why questioning the status quo, questioning the way it’s always been, is questioning our programming and that’s never, ever a comfortable thing. But it matters because this isn’t about comfort, it’s about a life. Yours.

You don’t deserve to be doing the same thing over and over again when it’s only hurting you in the process.

You don’t deserve to be taking over the responsibility for everyone else simply because it serves you if it means you can finally have some control over it. You shouldn’t need control over a situation that has been created to serve someone else who gets to control you with the feeling that comes up for you.

When you don’t allow yourself to be controlled by someone who holds enough power over you that they feel it's their right to either say directly or treat you in a way that says “I’m disappointed in you”, you end this pattern of behavior that has never authentically served you.

Avoiding pain and shame isn’t a good enough reason to believe it serves you; it’s taking away the amount of power you’ve given someone over you to begin with.

If you want to talk more about this, I’m here for you.

A recent coaching session I had with someone inspired this topic here as it applied in her own life, and it’s not a light one. So if you want to talk more about it, the comment section is open here for you to share your thoughts and ask your questions. I offer personal email coaching too, if you'd like something more private.

If this resonated with you, sit with it and see if this might be the key to so many locked parts of your relationships whether with family, friends or in romantic relationships. It’s at the root of many of things we talk about here – power, expectations, boundaries and programming.

Could this be what you’ve been conditioned to fear  - “disappointing someone” – that it keeps you performing with your old playbook to ensure you don’t?

I'll leave it here for now.

Love,

Jane

Tell me what’s coming up for you in the comments below. This theme is a deep one, so if you’re not sure where this fits in for you but something’s resonating with you, I want to hear from you!

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Filed Under: Finding Love Tagged With: believe in yourself, control, love yourself, programming, rejection, What you deserve, you deserve to be loved, your power, your worth, Your You

Comments

  1. Judy Jennings says

    May 13, 2020 at 2:36 pm

    Yes, this is my issue. To take responsibility for all problems! I have no idea how I got here but I am ready to change. It is only 1/2 me or at least only a portion but I always take the responsibility. I want to change and think differently. I know the truth and I know I have to work on how I think about relationships. Thank you for listening! There is a way to change and I am working on it!!!

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    • Jane says

      May 13, 2020 at 9:47 pm

      Here for you with all the support, Judy. Asking yourself why the responsibility rests on you, thinking critically about why this has to continue, and looking in the face the reality of what it will feel like to you to not take everything on. Being prepared for those feelings helps. Getting through the cringey feeling we always try to avoid, helps too. One thing at a time. We always want it to be all at once, but the most lasting changes happen gradually, one conscious act at a time. Keep us posted!

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  2. Heimoana Langi says

    May 12, 2020 at 7:28 pm

    I do resonate with not wanting to disappoint anyone as this is how i have been conditioned by my parents as well as my cultural and community valued belief especially as a female

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    • Jane says

      May 12, 2020 at 10:10 pm

      You're not alone, Heimoana!That's how most of us have been conditioned to be from so many different places. When you can see it for what it is, you can choose what to do with it. And if you can see this, and make your own choice with this one example, you can shine a light on so many other places where this same conditioning has formed who we are and what we believe and choose what you do with those things too. Hearing you loud and clear. 🙂

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  3. Diane says

    May 12, 2020 at 7:46 am

    This truly does designate with me....... I have been seeing someone new.... he’s everything I could ask for... but my gut tells me he’s not the one for me...... I continue to see him because we get along great & it’s nice to have someone to spend time & do things with...... but I feel like a caged animal!!!

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    • Jane says

      May 12, 2020 at 3:03 pm

      If you're feeling like a caged animal that's telling you something, Diane. The question is what that is. Is there something you can do to change this while you're with him or it this something specific to him?

      Reply
  4. Chrissy says

    May 12, 2020 at 4:53 am

    Hi, im interested in some coaching, can you please tell me what the cost is?

    Reply
    • Jane says

      May 12, 2020 at 2:51 pm

      I list all my email and phone/video coaching options here, Chrissy. Please let me know if you have any questions!

      Reply

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